Happy Day

After that long fight, we finally settled things the next day, Friday. All thanks to Naqib cuz he forced us all to say sorry and we all became friends after that but not the Panda. She was really made and it has already been a week since the mru and her talked. Well best friends fight I sometimes it gets out of hand but with a little talking and help, everything's finally over, thank God! So the exciting news is that our finals end tomorrow and the choir farewell parte is next Tuesday n i can't wait for both. I'm kinda nervous bout my results cuz my target is 4A 's n 4B's which i hope i can achieve so badly. Anyway i can't wait for tomorrow n i want to get a fb account but mum won't allow it but hopefully after i have a talk with her tomorrow, everything will work out just fine. You know something, i like these pictures, so so so cute.....

xoxo,

Minki

Friends.....Or not (Part 2)

Today is the the first day of our final exams. Kinda hectic but it turned out well. Anyway today i was keen on trying to talk to ***** but i was scared, i don't know why but really. I just couldn't bring myself to do it, talk to her. Saying hi was also really hard and felt so mad at her cuz it was like i didn't exist in her world. So then before the bell rang, Naqib told me that she's alright and asked me to speak to her. I finally tried but..... She COMPLETELY ignored me!!! WTF?!! I called her name a few times and i was right behind her, she isn't that deaf is she? She just walked away. I was seriously going to cry, i mean I'm still her friend right? Am I? I was sop hurtful because even if i was so mad at her i was ready to forgive and forget but i guess selfish people like her don't know how to do that. It's just sad, so sad. And with the scary finals, i don't what's going to happen but for now I'll try my best to give her some time even if it's going to hurt, it already is!!! i CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! To ***** :Girl, get a life a goodness sake and stop doing this. If your aim is to teach me lesson and make me feel so miserable, then you did it but if it's to make me feel sorry for what I've done then, NO WAY!! I did the right thing and if you don't want to accept it, then i don't give a damn either!!!
xoxo,
Shammy

Friends...Or not

Let me get straight to the point now. Yesterday we went to the bengkel K.H as usual to finish some of our folio stuff. Panda and i took out the drawing tools to get started on our unjuran otografik. While we were doing that I looked over and saw *****, who hadn't finished any of her folio stuff, was sitting and writing some stuff in Korean. As a friend, i told her that she shouldn't be lazy and start finishing her work instead of doing these unimportant stuff. Iman n Yas also started telling her the same thing. Before this, ****** kept on going on and on bout her brother who was spoilt and acted like a bastard and she wanted him to change his ways. So the three of us told her that she can't expect her brother to change if she herself doesn't want to. Then ***** started going like , " Do not compare me with Omar!!" And with that she stomped out of the bengkel. I was like SO shocked and at the same time scared and mad, we didn't compare her at all. Then when i got back to class, i found a note under my desk with handwriting which i know whom it belongs to and this is what it said: You guys are acting like a bunch of hardcore bitches! I was shocked n was about to cry, i mean she's my friend n i only tried to help. then i wrote a small note to her telling her how i felt and this was her stupid reply, "Yeah, you guys get me so well that you know how to make me hurt, but don't get me enough to know how i work. I asked you to stop but you wouldn't.i never asked you to care anyway. i want a friend who listens to me. you guys don't listen well enough so baik aku tak cakaplah! Anyways i don't know whether your my friend or not. And get used to it, your not that good and innocent anymore!" FUCK YOU *****!!!! As your friend i want to help and that's what friends do! That letter made me cry and i kept thinking of how i could have become friends with someone so selfish like you. You better take that back cuz i can be really bad and if i do there is no chance of us being friends again. NOT AT ALL, even if it hurts. and can't be friends with someone who doesn't even appreciate what their friends are doing for them, i just can't, I'm not that kind of person so if you are reading this now, (u know who you are)i would just like to thank you so much cuz you taught me a very valueable lesson, never to care bout those who don't care bout themselves and don't give a shit to those who want to care.

xoxo,
Shammy

it's all about me...

Hello people... the name is Shamitra but my friends just call me Shammy....

This is my 1st ever blog and i m totally excited to write in, on it??? i luv pink and everything fabulous n fun....

i also like watching korean drama's n my fav one is boys over flowers with my oh so handsome Kim Bum.....He is soooo cute...

anyway my school life is getting better each day thanks to my friends n the teachers who don't come to class ( thier the best)....
so that's all for now...
will write some more soon....
xoxo...